Thursday, 29 January 2009

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  Am I Wrong To Dream?

   

  I feel so diffident in your preasence,

  Your confident playfulness drips all over me

  You play with me like a little boy would play

  You spiral my emotions

  I sit here speechless

  First, you smell my hair

  I look into your dreamy eyes

  Your innocence concealed by others

  But blaring loud in my ears

  Your weariness shows in your dark puppy eyes

  Your life, your experience, your hurt

  Carefully put away

  I reach out to you to embrace you

  To let you know that I care

  More than anyone else ever could

  I brush your hand

  We fit perfectly as we embrace

  Like two perfectly crafted puzzle pieces

  If only I could kiss you without hesitation

  Without any thoughts of entangled relationships

  Our hearts both contain so much complexity

  Our pasts are sickly warped

  But the noise of the silent hours

  Molds our problems into one shared friendship

  It seems that to you,

  It is all so superficial

  It saddens me to know that I need you

  From the deepest hole in my heart

  You are beautiful, innocent, my dear

  We long to play, frolic, and never grow up

  Yet we are drawn toward the end of the sidewalk

  The end of the fairytale

  I long to be held

  But do you really feel more?

  Do you hold that capacity to feel

  As deeply as I do?

   No, it draws for much too much complexities

  I crave your presence

  So your pillow lips would linger on mine

  You make me feel so giggly and bubbly inside

  Perhaps I don't have to grow up

  Perhaps this hope that you have given me

  Can last forever

  Perhaps not

  I feel so happy, so passionate, so optimistic

  How could you do that to me?

  What an incredible aura you give off

  But perhaps I interpret your flirtatious gestures

  As more than what they really are

  But you keep me to yourself

  There is that chance that you wish for

  Something in the shallow waters

  But whatever my contortions

  Of your feelings may be

  You've allowed me to dream of love in a new way

  But the fear of hurt lies

  Waiting patiently in the background

  I know your are but aren't strong

  Confusion lurks in your soft eyes

  Despite the difficulties that present themselves

  I am truly happy

  Trully filled with wholeness

  Let's snuggle

  Smile with me, tickle me,

  And make me giggle.

  -Chelsey

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