Sunday, 11 January 2009

• Currently The Rising: Antichrist Is Born (Before They Were Left Behind, Book 1) By Tim LaHaye, Jerry B. Jenkins see related

  Curiosity Tortured The Cat

  You know that saying "Curiosity Killed The Cat?"

  No... Curiosity did no such favor of killing the cat. Curiosity tortured the cat! Made the poor little cat suffer and wonder. Why are cats so curious anyway? I mean my goodness.

  Well, I may not be a cat, but I for sure as crap am curious. About EVERYTHING! Like, even things that don't matter. The "How It's Made" show for instance... Has to be my all time favorite show! I don't know why but I just love to watch what random thing they are gonna teach me how to make. Tampons was the last one. I don't know why I'll ever need to know that but I do.

  ANYWAY... So I am curious. :)

  About a year ago I was dating this guy... Um.. Let's call him "Bob." We got along great. I reeeeeeally liked him a lot. But I went to a New Years sleepover (Hector last year) and a terrible thing happened.

  I. Got. Curious.

  It actually wasn't my fault. I was about to go to sleep on New Years night 2007 when I recieve a phone call from my EX BOYFRIEND (the one before "Bob"). We'll name him "Jerk". He had been my first boyfriend, first kiss, first everything. So, you know there is always a special place in your heart for your first? Well, I would love nothing more than to locate the "special place" in my heart for "Jerk" and hack it out and shove it down the garbage desposal...sp?... anyway.. He had cheated on me the ENTIRE time we were together. (This was difficult for me to handle because I had a tough time trusting boys because of some lengthy issues in my past..Thats a WHOLE 'nother blog tho..) So when I found out "Jerk" was cheating on me I broke up with him. That didn't make it hurt any less tho because I still believed that I loved him. (we had gone out for 1 year and a half) Well... He called me that New Years night just to "see how I was doing" and I fell for him again... WHILE I WAS WITH BOB!!! GAH!!! Well...he DROVE TO HECTER the next morning and woke me up with him sitting on the foot of the bed playing my song "Coffeeshoppe" on the guitar... So I basically cheated on "Bob"... to only find out that "Jerk" was going out with a girl (the girl he had cheated on me with and was now cheating on her with me). I felt like a pile of dog turd. So, I broke up with "Bob" because he didn't deserve to be treated like that. Thing is, I didn't really love Bob so it was kinda ok... Got rid of the Jerk eventually... Dated him again a few months later then really for REAL dumped him...

  NOW I am dating the LOVE OF MY LIFE, Jonathan (thats his real name)... I love him sooo much, I really do..

  BUT I AM SO FREAKING CURIOUS!

  Omg... So... Idk what to do now because I obviously can't be good friends with a guy and not fall for him. Cuz now there is a "friend"... Gah.. Thing is... Most guys I can easily learn how they work... I am a pretty good reader of personalities I suppose but this fellow? Dang is he confusing... I guess maybe my curiosity is piqued because I can't seem to figure him out. And when I think I do, he does something that is waaaaaaay different than what I thought.

  Why do I get myself into these situations?

  God? Please guide me and whisper my path into my ear. I'm not doing such a hot job by myself...

  Insanely Yours,

  Chelsey

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